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Dec. 29th, 2006 11:45 pmWell! I think I should post about my Christmas sometime now... where to start...
Well Friday morning we finished off the last of the Christmas shopping, then in the evening we went to the Village pantomime, which was quite funny. I didn't stay at the pub afterwards, didn't feel much like it!
Sunday, we went to my Nan's for Christmas Eve tea - beef cobs and nibbles! My uncle Roger and his partner Barbara came over and brought me a christmas present - despite being told not to buy me one back! My auntie Jean and uncle Ray were also there and they too bought me a present!!
James and Dawn arrived later Christmas Eve, they brought Willis with them and a huge bag of presents! They joined Mum and Dad at the pub but came back earlier than the 'rents. After everyone had gone to bed, I made sure Santa had put all the presents out, before going to bed on the sofa.
Christmas morning I got up at 7:30am, and laid the selection boxes and stockings on the sofas. I then went and made the smoked salmon nibbles and brought the bucks fizz and James'non-alcoholic blue champagne. Then came the long bit of waiting for everyone else to get up.
Once everyone was up and loaded with drinks and nibbles, we dived into the presents!
( presents )
After the presents, we got ready to go to the pub for Dinner with Nan, Jean and Ray. It was a nice 4 course meal, good company, good food.
In the evening we had family time, and then James, Dawn and I played Trivial Pursuit.
Boxing Day, we all went to Nan's again for a big family get together! Then played more games at night.
James and Dawn left Thursday to go back home. Today I went to the hospital >.< I hate the hospital. I've lost 8lb since my last check up, and I had to go have blood tests to check my tablets aren't affecting my kidneys or liver since they're still experimental.
About 6 hours in KH2 - I think it's helping me to mourn. I know Riyu is still there with all of us! My heart goes out to Yuki, Suki and Kham and all those who were close to him. God knows what they're going through. It's still pretty unreal to say the least. But as I've said before, and will probably say a million more times as I mourn - Riyu will never truly be gone because Sora = Riyu = Sora. I did a little sketch last night for him, but it's not very good, so I probably won't post it. Kham allowed me to use his banner of Riyu, which is incredibly kind! It's on my profile!
Well Friday morning we finished off the last of the Christmas shopping, then in the evening we went to the Village pantomime, which was quite funny. I didn't stay at the pub afterwards, didn't feel much like it!
Sunday, we went to my Nan's for Christmas Eve tea - beef cobs and nibbles! My uncle Roger and his partner Barbara came over and brought me a christmas present - despite being told not to buy me one back! My auntie Jean and uncle Ray were also there and they too bought me a present!!
James and Dawn arrived later Christmas Eve, they brought Willis with them and a huge bag of presents! They joined Mum and Dad at the pub but came back earlier than the 'rents. After everyone had gone to bed, I made sure Santa had put all the presents out, before going to bed on the sofa.
Christmas morning I got up at 7:30am, and laid the selection boxes and stockings on the sofas. I then went and made the smoked salmon nibbles and brought the bucks fizz and James'non-alcoholic blue champagne. Then came the long bit of waiting for everyone else to get up.
Once everyone was up and loaded with drinks and nibbles, we dived into the presents!
( presents )
After the presents, we got ready to go to the pub for Dinner with Nan, Jean and Ray. It was a nice 4 course meal, good company, good food.
In the evening we had family time, and then James, Dawn and I played Trivial Pursuit.
Boxing Day, we all went to Nan's again for a big family get together! Then played more games at night.
James and Dawn left Thursday to go back home. Today I went to the hospital >.< I hate the hospital. I've lost 8lb since my last check up, and I had to go have blood tests to check my tablets aren't affecting my kidneys or liver since they're still experimental.
About 6 hours in KH2 - I think it's helping me to mourn. I know Riyu is still there with all of us! My heart goes out to Yuki, Suki and Kham and all those who were close to him. God knows what they're going through. It's still pretty unreal to say the least. But as I've said before, and will probably say a million more times as I mourn - Riyu will never truly be gone because Sora = Riyu = Sora. I did a little sketch last night for him, but it's not very good, so I probably won't post it. Kham allowed me to use his banner of Riyu, which is incredibly kind! It's on my profile!
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Dec. 28th, 2006 01:06 pmI know people on my f-list are probably sick of hearing me whine and emo, so I apologise. However, I am finding Riyu's death pretty hard to deal with at the moment. I know there are people hurting far more than me and I wish I could comfort them.
I really want a fanart of Sora holding out a paopu fruit to Riku, but I'm no where near good enough a drawer to really capture what I want it to.
I'm going to restart KH2 I think. Especially since Mum and Dad are out, so I can have a little cry and everything!
Sometime I will update about Christmas and the good stuff, but it doesn't seem right to write about it when I'm mourning.
Mum is giving me two weeks to mourn, then if I'm still upset she'll take away my tablets, since a side effect is depression. I don't think she realises just how wonderful Riyu was and how many lives he touched, or else she wouldn't expect me to just forget and move on.
I really want a fanart of Sora holding out a paopu fruit to Riku, but I'm no where near good enough a drawer to really capture what I want it to.
I'm going to restart KH2 I think. Especially since Mum and Dad are out, so I can have a little cry and everything!
Sometime I will update about Christmas and the good stuff, but it doesn't seem right to write about it when I'm mourning.
Mum is giving me two weeks to mourn, then if I'm still upset she'll take away my tablets, since a side effect is depression. I don't think she realises just how wonderful Riyu was and how many lives he touched, or else she wouldn't expect me to just forget and move on.
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Dec. 23rd, 2006 11:13 pm
OMG I can't believe what I missed during my hiatus... I feel so terrible right now... I feel numb and angry and heartbroken. Riyu... Dear sweet Riyu, gone.
It's so hard to even believe, it's so heartbreaking and painful!!
R.I.P Riyu Masaki
(1987-2006)
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you thru another day
It's so hard to even believe, it's so heartbreaking and painful!!
R.I.P Riyu Masaki
(1987-2006)
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you thru another day
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