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I have been with my baby 11 months today YAY!!! I was meant to be going out tonight but I stayed in 1) to be with my baby gurl and 2) because I feel ill, but mainly so I could be with Julie!!! I love her so much, it hurts so much that we can't be together because of her parents *cries*

I had two nightmares while I was asleep, one about my bastard ex boyfriend and one about Julie!!! They both seemed so real =(

I'm talking to Julie, My Frodo and my other hobbit =) they all rock!!!

*flashes V1 sign* Krissitude!!! VERSION 1 *plots with Ian about TLC, thumb tacks and two certain people* *rubs hands together* Mwahahaha Oh God that would just be so satisfying though....*sighs*

Well erm yeah...nothing much has really happened lately...I've mainly been hanging with Ian and Rachel and plotting evil deaths...Oh and yesterday I hurt my hand playing Snap with Rachel....but apart from that...

Ciao for now!!!

I feel really ill *pouts* My stomach feels like it's been through an entire hardcore wrestling match...it is so sore *cries*

I went to school and did lots of work in I.T...or G.I.T as Tom has renamed it (Gay Information Technology)...I hate C/W...I can't wait until it is all finished!!!

Ian and I had a nice talk about wrestling earlier...it was fun. just the two of us!!! *flashes the V1 sign* we found a way to annoy Tracey *does it again* Mwahahahaha....I want a steel chair so Ian and I can wrestle with it...

I want to learn to play the Harmonica...it is such a pretty sound *smiles*

I'm glad my Frodo is getting better, I luv her!!! She wrote me such an amazing poem, I loved it hehe, she rocks!!!!
I hope she liked my letter, and I hope it didn't bore her to death haha

I got Pete's number and address today...I can't wait until he's down again...Mark is still here...he's gone cold with me again...oh well

I have to make a Christian icon for my hun, she is cool, she is so much fun haha...and just as into Jeffy Slash as me...haha

I got to talk to Julie for a few minutes on the phone earlier YAY...She sent me the most romantic thing yesterday *huggles her* I wish we could be together on Friday...I hate Valentines Day *pouts*

I got up at 9:50am to get ready for work, I had a shower because there was no hot water for a bath *pouts*, I got dressed, I had tomato sauce on toast for my breakfast...Then I finished getting ready and went to work....

My first job was to fill the salt pots...Then the day just got worse from there...We had to practise holding three plates on one arm...We used empty, cold plates and had to walk to the bar and back, I managed that just...but then when we had hot full plates, I couldn't do it and I am way too slow >.< I hate it, I can't do it...I have blisters on my feet and sore legs...The only thing I was good at was washing up...but I got £22.50 for it...and a Sunday dinner...I sat next to Paul for the Prawn Cocktail and I didn't spill it....GO ME!!! Then I was sat next to Charlotte for the main dinner...I had to take my shoes off walking home *cries*

I got home about 5ish, talked to my parents and am now sulking online!!!

I got another e-mail from Marc Benson *smiles softly* he likes the poems I sent him yay, he said I inspired him to write a poem =)...I dunno what time he comes online, because I was late going to bed last night, so he either goes on very late or very early in the morning...Oh well...I hope he replies to the mail I sent him...

I missed Julie so much today =( I missed talking to her on the phone =( no fair!!!

I didn't go to school today, I had a migraine and a tummy ache so i stayed in bed...I had to nip into Sleaford though to get some hay and sawdust for Bubble...He seriously needed cleaning out!!!

I also nipped into the bookshop and got a book for mum and "Midsummer Night's Dream" for free...Too bad the shop is closing down though *pouts*

I cleaned Bubble out then went back to bed for awhile...Wrote more of Jess' letter when I woke up, it is now 9 pages and counting hehe...I hope it doesn't bore her to death...she rocks so damn much...I love my two hobbit girls, they are my best friends!!!

I love Julie so much, we had an arguement about Marc last night...I don't fancy him, I just wanna get to know him better, he is interesting and we have a lot in common...and I would just like to say to Rachel HE IS NOT AN ASSHOLE!!!...I thought I was going to lose Julie last night *cries*

I'm looking forward to tomorrow, I hope it goes ahead...I wish Paul Fenton would come down, he rocks, he is so great!!! I love him to bits!!!

Julie and I have been together 10 and a half months tomorrow yay!!! *kisses her*

I feel sick...I don't think my apple juice helped...I think I'll have some toast before bed to help!!!

I have to dye my hair again tomorrow when I get home from school, I hate school so much, especially when all we are going to be doing is reading the rest of "Educating Rita" *sigh* oh well...at least I have my outfit for tomorrow (if it goes ahead) sorted!!!

I had my hair trimmed this morning...NO MORE SPLIT ENDS WOOOOOOOOO GO ME!!!

I went into Sleaford today to see if the proofs for my dad's t-shirt were ready, but they weren't so I asked the people if they could pick which they thought was best, but they couldn't decide so I have to go in tomorrow at 8:30am to pick one so they can have it done for Thursday....stoopid t-shirt...I also think I saw Rob's partner in town, but I couldn't swear to it

I went to the pub this evening to see Carolyn about a job waitressing on Sundays...She said she'll be in touch with me about it, I hope I get it because I really need a job because I'm so skint, I have absolutely no money!!!

Paul was asking me if I work during the days, so I told him I'm still at Sixth Form and how I can't wait to leave now...I really hate it now...He asked me what i want to do, so I told him I have no idea...He told me to "Follow my dreams"

I stayed for a little while with Shelley and Ray talking to Paul and Jan...Then we picked the kids up from Judo and we went back to Shelley's for a drink, my mum came round too!!

I feel like Julie and I are drifting big time, I feel like we could split up soon *cries* I hate feeling like this, I really don't want to lose her, I love her so much...*pouts* She is my world!!!

I wish my Frodo was online, she always cheers me up...I luv her to bits *huggles her* I hope she's doing OK, I do worry about my Frodo...It's no good her Sam will have to look after her!!! *pokes her* You rock hunny, so does Libby!!!

My throat is soooooooooooooo sore, it hurts to swallow, I hope it's better for Thursday so i can sing to all Rob's songs!!! I am so looking forward to the acoustic songs, I love the acoustics, they are my favourite songs!!! That's why I love "Acoustic Warrior" so much!!!

Tanya coloured me in a sticker bless her, it's a heart with a teddy on it, it's cute, it's currently stuck to my printer!!!

Well that's about it so i'm going to go and take some medicine and go to bed, night y'all