Dec. 5th, 2007

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[Error: unknown template qotd]To You,

I miss you more than words could say. I miss your smile, your laugh. I miss your sense of humour and your wonderful hugs. I miss the way you could light up a room and make everyone feel so loved and wanted.

I remember when I used to be scared of you, scared you'd belittle me and laugh at me, but then we became friends and you had a heart of gold.

I wish I could have been there for you, I wish you had let me in to see how much you were hurting and try to help fix things. Maybe I couldn't have saved you, but I could have tried.

I still remember the day you died. I remember I had heard a rumour about it, and it made me feel uneasy, I asked my Mum, and she called Sadie's mum, and I didn't even need to ask Mum to know the answer. I cried. I cried so much. I couldn't believe that you were gone.

You were 15. You were taken from us far too early. You had a bright future ahead of you. I often wonder where you would be now... Would you have gone to college? Would you be working? Would you be married? Maybe you'd have made it as a musician?

I wanted to be mad at you. Mad at you for hanging yourself. For giving up. But I couldn't be mad, because I knew you had found peace. Dearest Aidan, I hope you found your wings. I hope you found the happiness you deserve. I love you dearly, and I always will.

Love Me.
raynebowranger: (Default)
[Error: unknown template qotd]To You,

I miss you more than words could say. I miss your smile, your laugh. I miss your sense of humour and your wonderful hugs. I miss the way you could light up a room and make everyone feel so loved and wanted.

I remember when I used to be scared of you, scared you'd belittle me and laugh at me, but then we became friends and you had a heart of gold.

I wish I could have been there for you, I wish you had let me in to see how much you were hurting and try to help fix things. Maybe I couldn't have saved you, but I could have tried.

I still remember the day you died. I remember I had heard a rumour about it, and it made me feel uneasy, I asked my Mum, and she called Sadie's mum, and I didn't even need to ask Mum to know the answer. I cried. I cried so much. I couldn't believe that you were gone.

You were 15. You were taken from us far too early. You had a bright future ahead of you. I often wonder where you would be now... Would you have gone to college? Would you be working? Would you be married? Maybe you'd have made it as a musician?

I wanted to be mad at you. Mad at you for hanging yourself. For giving up. But I couldn't be mad, because I knew you had found peace. Dearest Aidan, I hope you found your wings. I hope you found the happiness you deserve. I love you dearly, and I always will.

Love Me.

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